exams sucks. seriously, why must we even have exams?! if Raffles the smartest school in Singapore dont even have exams than the other schools in Singapore should be excused as well right?
studying for exams make me grow extra dont know how many strands of white hair on my head alr k! main cause of this problem: maths and science and of course art! i've studied damn bloody hard for my maths and science but i doubt i will pass mann. paper 2 is like shit! i swear, difficult tothemax! people like Mel Poh and Qi are those maths brainiacs who things that it was okay-okay but it was not okay! hahaha! i actually tear cause i couldn't solve a 4 mark question when i have at least 30 minutes left to do k!
im so damn bloody pissed with myself.
science, totally struggled for my physics. i freaking applied the wrong formulas for almost everything when i memorized all 17 formulas for eoy! what the shit. how man. even if my chemistry is strong but i dont think it is, i still cannot pass my science like that what.. hope my paper 1 can pull my science grades up! :( -cross fingers!-
art today was like disaster?! we have 3 hours to finish our drawing and painting exam right, we are suggested to only spent 15 minutes on sketching and the rest on painting and whatever you gonna use to colour lah. Than, i finished sketching in 10 minutes and i was about to paint but no one have started anything on colouring so i end up drawing more and painting more which i regretted cause i spent 2h45 minutes to paint and dry and is damn ugly! still call myself a art student, my drawing is primary school standard drawing?!
okay before our art paper, i was still busy preparing my 6th page for my coursework. my sketching is like shit? sdzomg! i dont know what the hell am i shading nor drawing. even some of my pictures on the 2nd page is not shaded and is only a rough sketch. what if i score lower than my mid years art? is a combined with my previous coursework which is freaking 60%! and mine is obviously like (crap+shit+urine+nothing can describe it) thats how bad it was okay! i feel like dropping art.
art takes up a lot of time, thats the truth plus fact right?
and i dont have time management - one thing.
second, if i cant even cope with whatever im handling now how am i supposed to do it next year? thirdly, my art is not up to standard - seriously.
fourthly, my art is not nice! and i hate it when people start comparing my art to hers!
my art seriously sucks.
my combined humans is going down the water fountain! hahaha, okay i shouldnt be laughing man. is like seriously. i dont know what the fish im writing for my social studies even though i spent 4 days studying for it and i can forget every single word in 5 minutes of checking of the exam paper. history is worse, i dont know what am i writing at all. cause i knew whatever i memorized will not fill up one whole page i handwriting was damn big. i totally regretted not fully prepared for my humans.
my lit is even worse! we had only 1h30 minutes for the paper 1 and we have to choose 2 questions from the whole paper, which means 2 parts each - 4 essays to write in total. i didnt realized i spent 1 hour on Q1 pt1. i write 2 pages and 5 lines?! i know damn long for just only 1 part. haiz. i freaking rush the other 3 essays in 30 minutes. i bet you guys can imagine how bet my handwriting was! paper 2 was 2hours i think. yeah i rushed too cause i dont know what to write! i forgot the quotes i remembered! hahaha! yeah last minute revision, only started reading RIS the day before lit paper.
fml.
i so wanna redo all my papers.
I REGRETTED!
argh. wtf seriously.
my life sucks
okay exams are over and is time to partyehhhhhhhhhhhhh!
whatever.
im trying to make my post long :)
getting back the papers on tuesday!
im scared!
argh.
ice skating with my favourite group of people tomorrow! finally, a proper date with them out to somewhere fun! love them lorry, truck, petrol-big-lorry filled with hearts! hahahaha wth am i talking bout?! hahaha.
k bye!
