December 30, 2009

met VP today. cannot believe that tears just flow out of my eyes when i talk to Mr Chia Der Sheng and Miss Ho. wtf is wrong with me lah. i seriously cannot take it alr, i keep telling myself 'cannot cry, cannot cry. whatever happens i must not cry', but still. haiz. WTH LAH! i want to try also cannot. nevermind, i am going to chiong for my emaths and appeal to be in amaths the next year. I DONT CARE. sorry liz, not the same class as you.

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT STAND THIS DAMN SCHOOL.

camp prep today was fun! awesome much. dance and dance and laugh and laugh. hahahahahah, the whole dance studio is filled with laughter after Wai Min and Jin Ming come in. hahahah! got my camp shirt alr. THE RED IS AWESOME! cannot wait for camp.

counting down for camp: 5 days!

things i have to do for campfire:
  1. rebuild the structure cause it seems to be falling.
  2. paste the stipes of paper thingy onto the wood itself.
  3. get torch light!
  4. I NEED TABLE LAMPS

the whole campfire comm really help a lot these few days with the campfire structure, esp amylase. hahahahahha! SHE HELPS IN DIGESTION MANNN! hahahaha. joking.

think about what the VP said to me just now, but no matter how you encourage me or what ah. i will never like art either will i do my best in art, cause i seriously dont give a damn for art. i hate art seriously. (if i knew that i will get in for art, i must well fail my eoy art right!) forget it, everything is over. maybe i shall listen to Stacy about the private amaths tuition and have amths 'o's with the juniors. <<>

I DONT BELIEVE I CANNOT GET IN AMATHS!

THE ONLY WORD IN MY HEAD NOW IS ANGER.