Didn't know people still reads it, feel so lazy to update my blog alr. i rather use tumblr for life, is so much easier lorh. you can just reblog pictures like crazy if you have nothing better to do! haha

stayed over @ Vern's house yesterday. took the bus quite late, like about 10 something? i walked the same way i did yesterday afternoon when i go over but when its dark, the place is damn bloody scary. literally can feel someone/ something walking behind you k. not joking!

finished almost all my homework alr, left chinese and history. don't bother doing history, hate SBQ! i rather do SEQ lorh, aiyah i hate both! cause both involves me writing damn bloody a lot! posted on my class FB wall, feel so bad. didn't update for freaking one week and those who don't bloody check my text don't know about all the homework!

ARGH, WHATS WRONG WITH ME THIS YEAR? i feel so lagged behind :(

idk, many things have happened. like friendship problems. screw them i swear. i heck if they are reading my blog or what but I'm still gonna say it! wtf, just because Janet, Vern and I always hang out with LTC people dosen't mean that we fucking neglect the whole group right? why must you always treat her like your own? please, she is our friend to, stop treating her like your gf can? you seem so desperate to have her, you'll die without her presence is it? when you'll go out, do you'll even bother the 4 of us? no right? wtf? i've tried hinting you the other day when we're having lunch together after the job application shit thing, and i was expecting some changes or miracle to happen that you'll actually ask us out but did you? NO! LIKE NEVER. even your birthday, we literally sprinted all the way to RM just to get a cake for you. do you know how tiring it is? you only cared about her, her, her!

OKAY, I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT HER ANYMORE! MAKE ME DAMN MF ANGRY K!

okay, im really gonna lock my blog soon! realized teachers are reading my blog, like wtf? they stalk students?!

gross much.

not gonna talk about other stuff alr! gonna update real soon, like tonight!

when you're gone, pieces of my heart will miss you too :(

alright, got back my report book on friday during ptm. whatever lau told me ive really thought twice and have decided to work hard and strive for lower than 20 points before prelims! HQ you can do it, im sure you can!

monday, investiture rehearsal. i bet theres something bad gonna happen tomorrow. is either the powerpoint slides have some problem or something will happen. oh mann, idk! hahah

gosh, i dont know what to blog about anymore.

URGH, SPORTS DAY. I WISH YOU Will BE THERE.

my formspring is literally dead. please ask me questions!
http://www.formspring.me/HAIQI
hahaha, just spam my questions box! i dont mind one bit ^^

school today was tiring but luckily TG today IF! hahaha. supposed to be TGIF but i dont know how to rephrase it to make it together.

hmmm, scored amazingly well for my letter writing, like wow! i didnt expect myself to get so high too! cool right. lessons was boring, remedial was kinda alright for me. understand everything and got most of my answers right, so i think im kinda safe? haha

guides today was games, games and ice cream and taps. so slack right. idk, i didnt enjoyed myself today in guides today. seems like everything was planned last minute! why! venues and all so screwed up and the station incharge was not trying their best to conduct their games. what is this mann? seriously, today was my worst day in guides ever in my 3 1/2 years of guides sessions. ahhh, please work together leaders!

waited for 30 minutes for Janet? haha. ate dinner together, chatted for a while and headed home. damn tired, my muscle still aching like a bitch. ran just now and in the morning during pe, wrong choice! - my leg is wobbly like some jelly! haha.

art trip tomorrow with 4F and 4I! lunching with 4I and Nicks after art @ IKEA! hahah, gonna bring dslr tomorrow to take pictureszxcc! hahah, will upload some here too ^^

k bye!

didnt post yesterday.

yesterday when i was waiting for the bus in the morning, 88 just drove past me like that without stopping even when there is a lao uncle flagging it k. the uncle damn rude. k Janet will always text me when she's in the bus and all right than she say the uncle tried to act cool cause he's like speeding.. whatever lah that uncle suck and Janet so cute! hahaha.

still thinking about the sports heats yesterday. my muscle ache is getting better - good sign!

hmm, CJC principal came over during CD period. ooo, saw Alexine and Deb! haha :)
JC life is damn awesome, thats why ive been aiming for SAJC since god's knows when! and i want to get in badly! okay.. i know i cannot get into SA one so i might go CJ too! hahaha but they kinda brought the mood down when they say they have some English-dk what-linguistic thingy and everyone knows that my english is crappy so HOW TO GET IN TO JC LIKE THAT DUDE!

k i must study hard, read my english story books! come on!

k i gotta go now. my common test for art sucks. i think im gonna fail!

just finished the monitor's investiture powerpoint slides and my eyes are closing while doing that! i just remembered that i can actually copy and paste the name rather than typing every single one of them out like some retard lorh. haiqi what are you thinking mann. i think will be rejected, dosent seem professional at all. whatever, just redo when the teacher rejects it.

good luck to Vern, Alex, Mel, Qi, Quek and Janet for your chemistry paper tomorrow! :)

first heats today, events: 100m, 400m, 1500m
hmm, only gonna run for 100m today. was the secon event after the 400m dash. mel didnt stop! so proud of her! :) 100m seriously sucks. i was in the 3rd heats (too many people so theyll have to seperate us up into 3 different groups) i have to get into the freaking shelter 2 times cause the teachers saw the thunder! they make me gan jiong for no reason k! i was freaking out like crazy while stretching my thighs and calves at the back of the track! like omg, omg, haiqi you can do it! you can!

"runners get ready"
"attention"
HONKKKKK!
i chiong like siao but it seems like i was jogging sia. my speed was kns only. like why suddenly so slow! when i trained with Janet yesterday my timing was good - not bad but now when i ran with my sch shoes my standard drop like shit. i think i must wear sports shoes! its better! like seriously! there's a difference between sports shoes and school shoes when it comes to running! haha, i dont know what position i got for heats 3 but i hope i at least got in for top 3.

cried when i reached the finising line.
1) cause im not the first but who can beat Denise! she is as fast as some SUPA CHEETAH!
2) Mel ran faster than me! before the race i told her my aim was to get pass you and im more than happy! but i didnt
3) when i was reaching the line, i saw many other people running pass my as if i was the last. SO WHATS MY POSITIONG
4)MY ACHES/CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME. when i run, my muscles are cramping at the same time. like wtf! painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

omg a sec 1 asked me what level am i in. DO I LOOK LIKE A SEC 3 TO YOU?! IM FREAKING A SEC 4 NOW K!

passed my literature! (Y)

i need a shoulder to cry on

my blog is seriously dead ever since January.

maybe i should start from my birthday right! yup, sweet 16 was really sweettt (awwww), friends came over early in the morning to my place and celebrated my birthday for me! love them tons mann, seriously! they got up so early for me!.

yup the day before was the combined amazing race, it was a bad start. they didnt bond, how to carry out with the activities like that? haha. yup but overall not bad, at least thats my first time actually planning the amaing race with some other school.

hmm, yup now February and everyone was busy preparing for exams for the first 2 weeks cause its CT! ahhh, terror for sec 4s students mann. "stress" pilling up on me every single day. can you imagine how terrible it is to hear the same thing over and over again? like, "if you dont score well for your CTs now, how are you gonna score well or manage for your O's" omg, so demoralising lorh, i have been aiming for a damn good jc now almost every single day people have been telling me something like this and makes me feel like kns only.

just finished all my papers, yesterday was my last - chemistry. i hope my class have a retest too, since the other classes will be having retests all on thursdays! please (cross fingers, tightly) i really want to have a retest for chemistry, after i got back my paper before my chemistry period, i was totally down. like literally i have never felt like that ever! when i get back my papers. first time. yes i failed, failed those subjects that i have never failed before.

i dont know what has gotten in to me, like something has possesed onto me when i was doing my paper. i was not concentrate at all. i put such high hopes on those papers and i end up failing, you know my feeling?

i really wanna tell someone but who? everyone have their own stress, if i tell the person will feel more stress right? i dont want that to happen to my friends of course.

after one good cry last night, telling everything to my mom and sis i seems to feel much better but of course, i need time to walk out of the "ying1 ying2" that im in now. urgh, sec 4 life sucks terribly.

woke up at 0430 in the morning, need to dry my hair for gg day later. dont know what am i doing still. just stand there like some statue? haha. yup gotta go prepare alr! bye! :)

p.s: ill revive my blog!